Is bye a threat? A deep betrayal leaves you heartbroken and isolated, talking only to yourself and your dogs. The truth can be a prostitution whore, and you don’t have to pretend otherwise. And you don’t. You’ve sat at home, alone, throwing up with diarrhea for three weeks. You may be hypersensitive to hate pages and reach conclusions about love and relationships, but ask nihilistic yourself: Why are others’ words terrorizing you? Troubled people cause trouble, so pay attention to your inner thoughts and self-talk. Focus on recovery now and not the damage done. Fixating on past trauma creates a professional victim with a vendetta, and you just can’t help yourself until you work through these intense emotions. You can change your face, your address, your clothes, your name, but you are still that Beverly inside. Work on your soul. Expressing anger is part of the cleansing process. So scream, shout, cry if you want, but don’t put your hands on anyone or sharpen the knives. Bitterness is venomous, so you must develop a thicker skin. Please know that the pain will pass and you will bounce back 26 times over.